This is the first day of my new life.
I work two jobs and go to school
and at the end of the day I sit alone at home,
to ponder through my journal and scattered notes.
I jot down my thoughts and I write to no one.
Well there is one,
but I question if I'll ever send them.
Not sure they'll want to read it.
But the holidays are coming soon,
perhaps that would be a good time to send them?
if not, i fear that decision will become a regret.
i hope they read it